My name is Alicia. From California. 25 and in a relationship with a loving boyfriend. i write about stuff that is on my mind, either it be good or bad things. I dont expect to be tumblr famous nor do i want to be. All i want is a place to vent out my feelings. Also can't forget an important part of my life, Santeria. Can't respect it, there is no room for you in my life.
I think I need a puppy to help me through all of this.
I just can’t get this off my mind.
All I can think about is if I should finally tell people what is going on. But I don’t want anyone sympathy. Cause shit happens to everyone. Even to the people that don’t deserve anything to happen to them. Shit happens!
Only a few people know the whole story. Even though I know I’m not, it seems like I’m struggling in silence.
The whole world is moving forward and I’m over here like, wait! Wait!
I finally decided to read more into what is going on with me and all I can think about is if I am that extreme case. And I break down all over again and just start crying. I need to stop freaking out but at the same time I need to educate myself to so I can ask all these questions when I see my doctor.
These past three months that I have been doing testing I just kinda put it on the back door. Did my test, and tried to forget about it. So not thinking about it wasn’t really affecting me. Now getting the call saying my test came back abnormal and they are having me schedule an MRI, it is all hitting me so fast, and unexpectedly.
I thought I was mentally preparing myself every time I thought about it. And every time I talked about it, it was getting easier. Easier to talk about without crying. Now it just feels like a truck hit me with emotions all over again.
I’m scared to find out what will my MRI scan say. I have a feeling it’s going to be a tough road ahead.
Guess these past months I was just thinking, hey it’s not 100% confirmed. I can still not have this and they are just testing for precaution. Shit I even thought at one point the problem could of just went away on it’s own.
I’m not looking forward to Tuesday. :/
So I’m sharing something personal.
I’ve been struggling these past few months with a diagnoses of my health. I have been taking test, repeating test, having tests being screwed up.
Today I received another call from my doctor wanting me to be scheduled for an MRI.
My doctors appointment is on Tuesday, I’m sure she will go over all my results with me. Now it seems like my diagnoses will officially be confirmed. It’s has been a long 3 months.
It has been long because what they have been testing for is actually very rare to find, or to even have.
This is all so scary, i don’t want to say too much details, mainly because they still need to find where the problem is starting. The reason for the MRI. What it seems like is that they have confirmed there is something going on through all my blood test.
But like I said I won’t know more until I met with my doctor on Tuesday, and have my MRI done. Then after that we will see how much longer I will have to wait, or action is finally going to be done, to solve this problem.
If your name is on one of these I just wanna let you know your parents are basic bitches with no creativity
Sounds like someone’s sad they couldn’t find their name on a coke bottle
Ive never been able to find shit with my name on it.
There is a magical lake in the Rock Islands of Palau where you can swim with the jellyfish worry-free.
The lake became a tourist attraction and people can go swimming and snorkeling with them.
The jellyfish lost their stingers over the years because they don’t need them to fight off predators.